Fear of the Material World
Jun. 1st, 2005 10:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meccahiToday.. I am going to Desert School Federal Credit Union.. to apply for a personal loan for $5,000.
Yeah.. Fucking scared is right.
If I get approval on a loan.. it means that I can go to school in England, and build lutes and be able to live happily in a tiny 13th century artisan town for 3 months.
If I don't get the loan then it means in the next 3 months I have to come up with $8,000. Now I make a pretty penny at my job.. but not THAT pretty.
In preparation I dyed my hair. I can indeed be a bit of a girl sometimes. Been doing that alot lately..being girly. Must cease and desist.
I have lost a total of 11 lbs apparantly.
I kind of want tacos. Facinating no?
My new addiction is Darth Dew Slurpees. Please don't ask me why, but they are sweet crack for me.
I should stop stalling and just get this over with. Please keep some kleenex handy for me will you?
Yeah.. Fucking scared is right.
If I get approval on a loan.. it means that I can go to school in England, and build lutes and be able to live happily in a tiny 13th century artisan town for 3 months.
If I don't get the loan then it means in the next 3 months I have to come up with $8,000. Now I make a pretty penny at my job.. but not THAT pretty.
In preparation I dyed my hair. I can indeed be a bit of a girl sometimes. Been doing that alot lately..being girly. Must cease and desist.
I have lost a total of 11 lbs apparantly.
I kind of want tacos. Facinating no?
My new addiction is Darth Dew Slurpees. Please don't ask me why, but they are sweet crack for me.
I should stop stalling and just get this over with. Please keep some kleenex handy for me will you?
