And then one day..
Mar. 10th, 2008 04:54 pmOne of these days I will have my shabby little house in the middle of someplace quiet. There will be trees, and maybe a long driveway leading up to the house. Definitely a garden, and flowers, and plants a'plenty. There may even be a pond. I will most certainly have cats, and probably a dog.If I'm especially lucky, loved ones will live with me there too.
There will be games and music, and randomness to fill the hours. I will travel and wander, but always come home, because that's where I belong.
But for now I'm here in the city with the incessant rumble and buzzing of cars, like deranged bees, and the sounds of sirens cutting in and out.
I think of them as hyenas, yipping back and forth.
But the pomegranate trees are budding leaves like it's going out of style. I swear they've grown in the past 6 hours that I last glanced at them. And the hummingbirds have shown up.
I suppose I should start doing productive things.
There will be games and music, and randomness to fill the hours. I will travel and wander, but always come home, because that's where I belong.
But for now I'm here in the city with the incessant rumble and buzzing of cars, like deranged bees, and the sounds of sirens cutting in and out.
I think of them as hyenas, yipping back and forth.
But the pomegranate trees are budding leaves like it's going out of style. I swear they've grown in the past 6 hours that I last glanced at them. And the hummingbirds have shown up.
I suppose I should start doing productive things.
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Date: 2008-03-11 03:08 am (UTC)Can I have some when they're ripe?
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Date: 2008-03-11 03:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-11 04:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-11 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-14 12:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-11 06:08 am (UTC)Of course you'd have to learn to speak German...
Oh well, see you in three decades...
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Date: 2008-03-11 06:42 am (UTC)about the three decades...
Date: 2008-03-11 11:06 am (UTC)I think there's something in there about me manning the tea trolley... so you need to learn German and come stay, too, so that I have something to do other than bake increasingly elaborate biscuits. Can;t think of a better person to plot global domination with!
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Date: 2008-03-11 08:31 am (UTC)PS: backgammon and airhockey tournaments on weekends.
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Date: 2008-03-14 12:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-13 10:15 pm (UTC)The diff twixt thou and I, methinks, is that I prefer the deranged bees. Cities sing and hum and thrum. They perform gorgeous, multi-layer music at all hours of the night.
Some say they're unnatural, but I argue that if a city is unnatural, so is a beaver's dam.
Some say they're devoid of wildlife, but I wander concrete jungles on my lunch and have photographed all manner of critter - from water snakes to giant spiders to egrets and hawks.
I sometimes visit family back in those quiet mountains, and the soft, eerie silence of the woods really fucking creeps me out now.
No, no thanks. Sometimes a country mouse is born to the cities, and sometimes a city mouse grows up in the woods. We all end up where we end up, though, and it's usually where we should be.
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Date: 2008-03-14 12:34 am (UTC)When I was living in New Orleans I loved the sounds( minus the random gunfire), and couldn't get enough of its voice. I still miss hearing the buggies going down side streets, and the weird fishy smell the city has.
In Phoenix, I want to smash people's heads in. Repeatedly. But that may also be because there's a special type of stupid here.
Hopefully one day I'll look around somewhere and realise "Hey, this is where the hell I'm supposed to be."
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Date: 2008-03-14 04:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-18 10:02 am (UTC)I've traveled with Ren Faires for a little over a decade, and have lived in various and sundry places around the country.. eventually some place will stick with me as the place where I fit. Hopefully.