meccahi | Sanctity

Strange weekend. I'm still not up to speed on this whole " let's randomly celebrate Easter 2 weeks early " thing... but what the hell.. I like the candy.
Did not get to perform any ceremony or any somesuch thing for the full moon . Bad Pagan. No athame for you.
I've also been feeling off kilter for the past couple of days. No particular reason. Just.. off. I'm just now barely recovering from the plague I had for my birthday. My throat still hurts like a mofo. And yet I'm still singing songs which I should not be attempting at the moment.

My house is almost clean. Hallefuckinglujah!

I think part of my off-kilterness has stemmed from hanging with an ex of mine. And seeing him walk off with another chica. I didn't "want" him in the first place.. but it was still odd, and just a tiny bit heartbreaking. During the show be's been sniffing around my door. Attention is nice.. but the value is diminished when the attention is spread to anything female. He still remains a bit of a fucktard. And I know this. I know this well. But still it doesn't stop me from wanting to destroy my verbal filter and scream...
Yes I'm short, I'm curved, not tiny,and incredibly sarcastic, but Fuck You and the Pinto you rode in on, because you are still an asshat.

Life is good. I'm tired a whole hell of alot.. but life is good. Many projects wait in the wings for me to have time off. I've been dreaming more lately. Finally.

Party on Wednesday. Oh my.

I need a hug.

Sleep now. Honest.