meccahi | The Antic Hay

Give me a squid.. a bottle of everclear and a couple of ninjas and I'll show you a REAL party.

Anyways.

My mind is strangely blank of topics these past couple of days ( keep your snide comments to yourself thank you!)

Yes. Thought process. I do have one.

Not that my "topics" are of any great import... but I've been in this very mellow and kind of sub-concious state for the past few days. Drifting. It's good... it's bad...but more or less it's indifferent. Thinking alot about what I want to do musically... and starting a couple of rough sketches for a couple of paintings I want to work on. Random words and phrases have been floating in bits in my head.

I miss sex.

That's not it. I miss consistent sex. My problem is that if I start getting my groove on with someone I want to continue it. For days.

I need focus.

And now I think it's time for unconciousness.