meccahi | Asking For It

There really is no other way to put it.

This week has SERIOUSLY blown chunks. Not little ones either. Big freakin sloppy goo covered ones.

Work has been stressful. It never used to be.. but now.. I apparently am the one who will be known as

" Loser".

Bah.

I'll be surprised if they hire me for Arizona. Nevermind the top salesperson for 8 years running blah blah blah. Meh. I'm not entirely pleased with things at the moment. I can only hope it gets better than this. I went through too much shit to get here for it to suck this badly.

Woke up last night with the screaming night terrors. I've never had something like that happen to me before. Called Dad freaking out because I'd had a dream starting out with my cats dying and then moving on to even more horrific things. Talking with Grog helped a quite bit today as well. But I never want to feel like I did last night again.

Didn't help that one of my bosses was up at 3AM with the TV blasting a political talk show.. and hacking LOUDLY over and over again. I can feel sympathy for the congestion.. but I cannot forgive the "Nightline" or whatever the fuck he was watching.

MMmm.. oh yes. PMSing too. Lovely.

RAR! I'm a Dandilion!

Flying back to AZ for a week. I can't wait. I want to go now. I need to buy ticket soon.

Sigh.