In My Pants

[meccahi]

I would like to fit.

I've slacked mightily on writing. And when I say mightily I mean I've looked at the computer.. stared at it for awhile, kinda blinked at it... stared some more... then turned around and crouched in Ninja pose hoping to come up with some sort of inspiration.

I have words in my head. Lots of them. Most of them don't make a lick of sense.

I'm pretty sure some of them aren't even a language.

I was going to write about my trip back from New York.. I meant to.. I had it all worked out in my head, my hands were poised to go on about the Saga of my Return.. but in the end all I can say is that the trip was long.. and I can almost sympathise with the Oklahoma city bomber.
Don't look at me that way.. I said ALMOST.
That's pretty much the most eventful thing that happened on my trip back was that a cop car decided it was an S-M-R-T thing to whip his car out from the side of the freeway and drive directly ACROSS it in front of me without warning while I was entering an off ramp. Oh yeah.. and they shut the freeway down as well without letting people know where the detour was. Bah! Many angry noises to OK.

Anyways.

Did however go and see Serenity with Grog last night.

You can lick my eyeballs until I'm blind.. but I will still say it was fan-fucking-tastic. I have not watched all of the Firefly series.. so for a newbie like me, who's only seen the pilot.. it was phenomenal.

I really do need to look for a job soon. I just want to play on my guitar all day.

I also want to fit into my size 6 jeans again. I think that's going to be awhile. I kind of have to vent for a moment though on girls who use Meth or whatever to make themselves skinny. Because it's really fucking tempting. But I like my neurons teh way they are. I do however hate my huge thighs, butt, poofy stomache and less than svelt arms.
Ok I'm not huge.. just.. not.. small.
Sigh. Back to exercise and eating food not dipped in grease.

More to come I'm sure.

Comments

[nikalodeeun.livejournal.com]

i am ten ninjas.

[meccahi.livejournal.com]

I see your ten ninjas and raise you one Jedi. Yodas are high.

[stupidfish.livejournal.com]

Don't stress about the words - sometimes living is better than writing. And that's precisely what you've been doing. Keep up the fantastic diet work - I expect to see you happy and svelte (whatever size that svelte is) next season!

[rhythmsister.livejournal.com]

well..my first comment is always...fat happy women and no crime...but then I do also understand the importance of being healthy. although I for one...do not equal being healthy with being runway model skinny....so Kudos to you and may you continue to live a healthier life for you!

[meccahi.livejournal.com]

I will never EVER be runway model skinny... I wouldn't want to be. I'm kinda fond of my hips and boobs. In fact I really LIKE having boobs.. and a jiggly butt!
Ok I could do with a bit less of the jiggly butt.

But I digress.