Shallow waters
Nov. 8th, 2004 06:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meccahiArizona is sucking my will to live.
Seriously.
Feeling more than half empty, and the recent rainfall did nothing to fill the reservoir. My holding tank of strength.
Must persevere. Note to self, must not give into the temptation of running naked in the streets and screaming "Free at last, free at last, mutherfuckers!"
I really like to say fuck alot, despite my extensive vocabulary. It's just so expressive....
Maybe if I wrap my arms around it , the music will just sink in through osmosis. Maybe if I hold her tight, and stroke her hair, and whisper soft encouragement, the Muse will speak to me again.
I'm craving Skittles. I want to taste that rainbow of fruit flavors. Suckle delightedly on Red #40 and Yellow 5 and absorb the colors into my system, maybe leech the optimism that they boast from their chewy little centers.
Or perhaps I'm just writing gibberish.
Most likely.
I like random memories.
Like when a sort of friend described a not so sort of friend by saying " I'd break my nose diving into her pool".
Pray to the Gods and their kin that I'm deeper than that.
Seriously.
Feeling more than half empty, and the recent rainfall did nothing to fill the reservoir. My holding tank of strength.
Must persevere. Note to self, must not give into the temptation of running naked in the streets and screaming "Free at last, free at last, mutherfuckers!"
I really like to say fuck alot, despite my extensive vocabulary. It's just so expressive....
Maybe if I wrap my arms around it , the music will just sink in through osmosis. Maybe if I hold her tight, and stroke her hair, and whisper soft encouragement, the Muse will speak to me again.
I'm craving Skittles. I want to taste that rainbow of fruit flavors. Suckle delightedly on Red #40 and Yellow 5 and absorb the colors into my system, maybe leech the optimism that they boast from their chewy little centers.
Or perhaps I'm just writing gibberish.
Most likely.
I like random memories.
Like when a sort of friend described a not so sort of friend by saying " I'd break my nose diving into her pool".
Pray to the Gods and their kin that I'm deeper than that.
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Date: 2004-11-09 03:57 pm (UTC)Still waters run deep
Date: 2004-11-10 06:36 am (UTC)Your lady will come to you again. Perhaps you are searching for her too hard and she is just playing hard to get. Muses kind be kind of fickle.
Seriously though...hang in there.