meccahi | Crackers

That's about what I am.. completely crackers... and yes.. besides being crazy.. I am white. So there.

It's also what I'm living off of these days.

Last few days have consisted of ...work..sleep..work..sleep. Ponder. Sleep. Read comics.. work.. then sleep.

Driving BACK out to Louisiana this week for the last weekend of the show. I will be ever so happy when this is done. It's been worth it for the exposure, and almost worth it financially, which is saying alot since it's my first year, but My GODS I want some time off.

Have to give one of my employees for my "real" job a shitty review today. This will suck. Massively. I hate giving people reciews in the first place.. then to tell someone that they're sucking at what they do is even worse.

Hmmm... I feel the Emotionally Unstable Train a comin my way. Wheeee. Or to paraphrase Jeff Dunham from a female perspective ..

My Menstral cycle is about ready to run someone's ass over.

Also found out this week that a woman I knew for years upon years on the road..with whom I was more acquaintance with than friend.. but still considered a friendly familiar face..commited suicide a week or so ago. Hung herself in a friend's shed from what I was told. This just hit me... oddly? I feel the sorrow, but also some strange acceptance. It's not the first friend that I've lost from the road over the years. There's been, sadly, a few. The others to cancer though. I still haven't igured out the extent of this strange dark well of emotions.

I doubt that I ever will.

Should seriously contemplate the practice of "shower, then sleep"

One for the road, my dears.