Rest In Peace

[meccahi]

Epo Lewis.. I'm sorry that you had to leave us so soon. I wish that your stay here on this world had been longer. I would have liked to have known you better.

I don't understand it. I don't fucking understand it. She was only 23. I honestly wish I were there to hold Jason right now. I know he's going to need as much love and caring as is humanly possible. They were only just married.
A part of me knows that it must have been her time to go. The other part says "Fuck you.. that's unfair!!!" You see two people who were so much in love, and so devoted to each other, and without warning, one is gone, and you can't bring her back.
She was beautiful and funny and caring and all those things that make a wonderful person, and it still doesn't seem real that she's gone.

I went to Eric's house tonight and drank some rum. We talked a bit, but he needed to sleep. I tried sleeping on the couch but all I want right now is someone to talk to. And more rum.

I feel like an ass, as well. I feel like I want too much too quickly. Too soon.

I wish I could cry but reality is not here. My Tiny Kingdom and I..

I am so sorry you are gone Epo. I only hope you know, that for as little time as I knew you, I really did love you as a friend. I'm glad for the moment to know you, and that you were part of my family.

Thankful for the smallest moments.

Comments

[jodijodijodi.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[soulcookie.livejournal.com]

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(hugs)

[tempusfrangit.livejournal.com]

Sympathies from here. It's always sad when someone young goes.

[rhythmsister.livejournal.com]

I know it is a few days since you posted this..but I missed it somehow when you first posted...I am sad to hear that your friend has been called home to the Goddess. Anything I say beyond that will sound like a cheesy hallmark card.
Hugs to you.