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[meccahi]

I have no idea why I'm depressed. But there it is. Massively depressed. I keep fighting it, but all it does is make me depressed and cranky.

I'm tired of working all of the time. I'm tired of feeling like i've achieved NOTHING here. I'm tired of people. I'm just tired. I kind of want someone to talk to. I kind of want to be cuddled.

In the end I have been cleaning, doing laundry.. listening to ghost stories, Vivaldi, and working on restoring some of my uncleaned roman coins.

I just feel out of sorts, out of shape, and a fierce desire to throw a tantrum over nothing. Which is odd because I'm REALLY not a tantrum thrower.

Blargh.

Comments

[grog-d-unkindly.livejournal.com]

chase the impossible.

Think of something you've always wanted to do or know how to do and figure out how you could do it. Nothing feels more fulfilling then doing something that you thought was just out of reach.

or break stuff, that releases some of it as well.

[meccahi.livejournal.com]

I actually broke off stuff from my walls and it felt absolutely splendid.. mmmm breaking stuff.