meccahi | Fear of the Material World

Today.. I am going to Desert School Federal Credit Union.. to apply for a personal loan for $5,000.

Yeah.. Fucking scared is right.

If I get approval on a loan.. it means that I can go to school in England, and build lutes and be able to live happily in a tiny 13th century artisan town for 3 months.

If I don't get the loan then it means in the next 3 months I have to come up with $8,000. Now I make a pretty penny at my job.. but not THAT pretty.

In preparation I dyed my hair. I can indeed be a bit of a girl sometimes. Been doing that alot lately..being girly. Must cease and desist.

I have lost a total of 11 lbs apparantly.

I kind of want tacos. Facinating no?

My new addiction is Darth Dew Slurpees. Please don't ask me why, but they are sweet crack for me.

I should stop stalling and just get this over with. Please keep some kleenex handy for me will you?