Doll Bits and Bastard Pieces
Nov. 24th, 2004 04:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meccahiI am not your blow up doll..
I am not your super sex on spreadable legs.
My dress does not lift with your look.
Do you see a sign that says "Vacant" in my eyes?
My knees aren't weak at the sight of your parts.
Your sweet little puppet walked away without your decisons
Not made in your hands
Not a slave to your demands.
Sigh... I didn't think this whole thing would bother me all that much.. but FUCK it pisses me off... I am not your gidget.. I am not some brainless slut who parts her legs for every willing cock in the next 10 city blocks.. Just because I won't sleep with you after meeting you ONCE does not make me a prude. If it does in your eyes fine... you're the one who's heart is being broken by a 22 year old stripper that you started dating when she was 19.... when you're 33... does that tell me something???? I think so..
But in all reality it still pisses me off because you were intelligent... and fun.. and I liked having someone with common interests to talk to... and I found you attractive until I realized you just wanted to fuck.
I can have fuck buddies if I want them. I'm done with that. I want something real.... not an empty, used bed.
Am I asking for too much from a man?
Am I the one with unreasonable demands?
Fuckers.
I am not your super sex on spreadable legs.
My dress does not lift with your look.
Do you see a sign that says "Vacant" in my eyes?
My knees aren't weak at the sight of your parts.
Your sweet little puppet walked away without your decisons
Not made in your hands
Not a slave to your demands.
Sigh... I didn't think this whole thing would bother me all that much.. but FUCK it pisses me off... I am not your gidget.. I am not some brainless slut who parts her legs for every willing cock in the next 10 city blocks.. Just because I won't sleep with you after meeting you ONCE does not make me a prude. If it does in your eyes fine... you're the one who's heart is being broken by a 22 year old stripper that you started dating when she was 19.... when you're 33... does that tell me something???? I think so..
But in all reality it still pisses me off because you were intelligent... and fun.. and I liked having someone with common interests to talk to... and I found you attractive until I realized you just wanted to fuck.
I can have fuck buddies if I want them. I'm done with that. I want something real.... not an empty, used bed.
Am I asking for too much from a man?
Am I the one with unreasonable demands?
Fuckers.
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Date: 2004-12-28 10:20 am (UTC)I think the key here is to know what you want and also to know that you deserve it. As long as you have both of those then you aren't asking too much... the only thing is you may have to wait awhile so you can't be afraid to be alone like so many people are. Anything worth having is worth waiting for.
By the by... a couple of these conversation chains reminded me of a book called "The Bridge Across Forever" by Richard Bach... maybe you should check it out if you haven't already. Should you choose to do so I hope it will provide some inspiration.
As far as lesbians go I'm all for variety... probably why I'm somewhat bisexual (although I heavily favor females... I suppose that just translates to open-minded/curious).