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meccahiEmpty. Silent. Ashes are not always Grey.
When winter sets in it seems the emotions lay low. All those that is except lust and lonliness.. and perhaps a glancing of bitterness.
But I'd rather not think about that. I have too much of the optimist in me.
But I still want my dreams back. They've been lacking and somewhat in absentia of late. As well as inspiriation. I know there is a connection. I don't want to push things..but my patience is wearing Tiffany thin..
Work... is work. It pays well. Pays better than anything I've had in the past from a shmoe job. Guess I should keep it as long as I can.. but these hours are truly gay with a capital Fuck You.
Same goes to The Ex.
I must say I really do love the penis. There is no way for me to be a lesbian. I LOVE the Cock.
Like I said.. Lust is running heavy lately.
I also think that working saps my energy so much that creativity gets killed. I hate that. But I do like being able to pay for things with my own money.
Rar. Short and pointless update... but I know more must follow..
When winter sets in it seems the emotions lay low. All those that is except lust and lonliness.. and perhaps a glancing of bitterness.
But I'd rather not think about that. I have too much of the optimist in me.
But I still want my dreams back. They've been lacking and somewhat in absentia of late. As well as inspiriation. I know there is a connection. I don't want to push things..but my patience is wearing Tiffany thin..
Work... is work. It pays well. Pays better than anything I've had in the past from a shmoe job. Guess I should keep it as long as I can.. but these hours are truly gay with a capital Fuck You.
Same goes to The Ex.
I must say I really do love the penis. There is no way for me to be a lesbian. I LOVE the Cock.
Like I said.. Lust is running heavy lately.
I also think that working saps my energy so much that creativity gets killed. I hate that. But I do like being able to pay for things with my own money.
Rar. Short and pointless update... but I know more must follow..
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Date: 2004-12-11 09:57 am (UTC)If I promise NEVER to try and turn you gay, will you NEVER put so much emphasis on penii? (peniseses?) Eh.. you know.. those freaky things I don't like..
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:41 pm (UTC);p
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:46 pm (UTC)I can't help it.... I like women.. I've had fun with women... but they don't have the hangy bit that love so much... strap ons are NOT the same.
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:56 pm (UTC)strap ons are NOT the same.
...is this the voice of experience speaking? ;p
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:17 pm (UTC)*shudders*
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:21 pm (UTC)This is SO unfair after I just fired my cabana boy too.... rar.
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:31 pm (UTC)Women are so beautiful 'n wonderful..
I like women.. really like women.. yeah.. lol.
I've seen you on the insomniacs LJ...
Date: 2004-12-12 07:16 am (UTC)1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers.
2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door.
3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there.
4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.
5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway.
6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart.
7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.
8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types.
9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it.
10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.
11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.
12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.
13. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, tell him checkbooks.
14. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes, it means that you laugh at his.
15. Sadly, all men are created equal.
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We have a few of the same musical tastes. Have you listened to http://americanroutes.org or http://riverwalk.org ? They're both on KJZZ 91.5FM on Saturday evenings. 7-9pm for American Routes and 10-11pm for Riverwalk.
Also, KJZZ runs three seperate blues programs from 5pm-midnight Sundays. Blues and Beyond at 5, Those Lowdown Blues at 6-11, and Portraits in Blue at 11. There's a couple of links in my user info if you want to check further.
John.
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Date: 2004-12-12 05:41 pm (UTC)Only when I am not thinkning about it do I get the best ideas..and then of course I forget to write them down somewhere..so I forget them anyway...but at least I had a moment...or something...
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Date: 2004-12-13 04:05 am (UTC)They are very fun to play with.