Empty. Silent. Ashes are not always Grey.
When winter sets in it seems the emotions lay low. All those that is except lust and lonliness.. and perhaps a glancing of bitterness.
But I'd rather not think about that. I have too much of the optimist in me.
But I still want my dreams back. They've been lacking and somewhat in absentia of late. As well as inspiriation. I know there is a connection. I don't want to push things..but my patience is wearing Tiffany thin..
Work... is work. It pays well. Pays better than anything I've had in the past from a shmoe job. Guess I should keep it as long as I can.. but these hours are truly gay with a capital Fuck You.
Same goes to The Ex.
I must say I really do love the penis. There is no way for me to be a lesbian. I LOVE the Cock.
Like I said.. Lust is running heavy lately.
I also think that working saps my energy so much that creativity gets killed. I hate that. But I do like being able to pay for things with my own money.
Rar. Short and pointless update... but I know more must follow..
When winter sets in it seems the emotions lay low. All those that is except lust and lonliness.. and perhaps a glancing of bitterness.
But I'd rather not think about that. I have too much of the optimist in me.
But I still want my dreams back. They've been lacking and somewhat in absentia of late. As well as inspiriation. I know there is a connection. I don't want to push things..but my patience is wearing Tiffany thin..
Work... is work. It pays well. Pays better than anything I've had in the past from a shmoe job. Guess I should keep it as long as I can.. but these hours are truly gay with a capital Fuck You.
Same goes to The Ex.
I must say I really do love the penis. There is no way for me to be a lesbian. I LOVE the Cock.
Like I said.. Lust is running heavy lately.
I also think that working saps my energy so much that creativity gets killed. I hate that. But I do like being able to pay for things with my own money.
Rar. Short and pointless update... but I know more must follow..
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Date: 2004-12-11 09:57 am (UTC)If I promise NEVER to try and turn you gay, will you NEVER put so much emphasis on penii? (peniseses?) Eh.. you know.. those freaky things I don't like..
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:41 pm (UTC);p
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:46 pm (UTC)I can't help it.... I like women.. I've had fun with women... but they don't have the hangy bit that love so much... strap ons are NOT the same.
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Date: 2004-12-11 06:56 pm (UTC)strap ons are NOT the same.
...is this the voice of experience speaking? ;p
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:17 pm (UTC)*shudders*
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:21 pm (UTC)This is SO unfair after I just fired my cabana boy too.... rar.
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Date: 2004-12-11 07:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-11 07:31 pm (UTC)Women are so beautiful 'n wonderful..
I like women.. really like women.. yeah.. lol.